I have not done blogging for a long time. And I know my life there is nothing special probably my life is pretty simple and same as everyone else.
Older i get more i see of my life a joke.
We all try so hard to gain something out of our life and try so hard to live a simple life.
But let me ask you all what is a simple life?
What is that you are really looking for?
Love, money, security or are you just greedy and try to get more then what you already have?
I do not think any of us know the answer.
I was just sitting outside of my home today and i was thinking why am i so sad?
When i was going to think more details out of it, a humming bird stopped and looked at me. The little bird was like it was studying me and i look back at it. And suddenly it made a little sound that made me smile. I dont know why it made me smile, but it got me to think more of my life.
how simple our human is really we smile when small things like that happen.
I was thinking back when i was just in high school how much fun and freedom i had.
There was not a lot of stuff to worry everyday was to have fun and enjoy life.
I miss these times.
I miss the times i was sitting on the tree and looking out of the small town i was living in.
I loved that feeling so much and suddenly it reminded me that i have goals in life.
but somehow somewhere we lost the track of our life.
The time we are living in right now is not easy and lot of stuff can really get us out of track. Because there is people around you and get mislead you to do stuff that you never thought that you would do or the city/town is changing and you are following the track.
It is your life you should hold on to your life and do what is needed. There are billion of people out there some better some worst.
I am not writing this to anyone beside myself. I just want my thoughts to be written and have myself to understand what is it that i want out of my life.
There are just too much going on with life.
Love who can kick you out of track. Age that you are thinking you are getting older and you are pushing for stuff to happen. Money who makes you think you need more. Work who gives you pressure or stress.
We human is made really weak. We get emotional easily and think stupid stuff sometime.
But if we all can give ourself a hug and tell ourself we can do it. Maybe we all can be a better person in life?
